Ray J shared a message about being suicidal right after he threw a punch at Lemuel Plummer, who's the founder and CEO of Zeus Network.
"I’m really at a breakin point!" wrote Ray, who nearly fought Plummer at a BET afterparty. "To provide for my family and have generational wealth was always the plan. But money is evil and people are bad and I can’t take it anymore ... The sh*t that happened tonight to me at the awards today was hurtful. I'm working backstage and then I go take a break in the back and BET wouldn't let me back in for some reason. I don't know who they didn't want me to see. It was weird."
"I'm on my way out of the country," he continued. "The sh*t that is happening is mind blowing. It’s making me suicidal and uncomfortable with the perception of reality. THEY PAID ME TO SHUT UP AND I DID! I FEEL BAD AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT! I DONT WANT ANYMORE OF YOUR DIRTY MONEY! And B4! Or Right after I die I promise you I will be free of it all and the world can move on with what is real for me no matter the consequences I have to face on the other side!!"
At one point during the confrontation, Ray J reached into a book bag, and it looked like he was about to pull out a gun. But he was quickly stopped and whisked away.
Hopefully, he gets some help or, at the very least, gets away from the limelight and social media for a bit.